Contemplating

i'm still contemplating on executing my plan later.
should i do it? why should i? what's wrong with not doing it? what's the matter if i do it? am i not the one wanting more practice in that area?
one thing for sure, i am going out of my comfort zone if i really do it. but then again, if i don't do it i will be stuck in the same situation again and again.
hmm ...