sunday blurt .. part 1

met jen, sal, and ally last night for dinner prior to the game. we knew chjimes would be crowded so we decided to go to robertson walk, with the backup plan of hooters or 1nitestand in case it rain. after quite some time looking for a table, we managed to get one at the turkish place we went to 2 weeks ago. the guy kinda remember us that he was nice and willing to open a table for us actually, but lucky we got a table near the TV. dave arrived looking very happy 'cos he had his dinner 1st while we're still waiting for ours duh. mine came when the game was almost over!! game was okay though the only goal scored by england is an own goal from paraguay.
thought that we're leaving after the game but ally wanted to watch the sweden match that we ended up going to place we went for dessert a month ago and i had my hand on the l'amour - but this time around its the cake instead of the tapas, yummy yummy. dave was sooo funny, with ally who's a native french speaker teaching him, he tried soo hard to pronounce the place name in proper french yet what came out really made us laughed like crazy. we kinda talked a lot there while waiting for the match to begin.
the 2nd match didn't pick my interest at all, so i just watched it for the sake of watching. when it started to drizzle we move a bit under the shelter and i ended up sitting next to sal. it was quite a surprise for me when sal suddenly told me about her past relationship 'cos all of us know how reserve she is. i know she's close to jen as they're from the same group before i met them, hence i kinda felt happy that she now feels close to me to tell me about it. her story made me realise things and probably look at things differently as well? ah well, at least i feel that i understand sal better now.
went home once the match was over, both parties didn't score any goal. sal didn't really want to go home now that she has opened herself to me and i think i know why she felt that way. but it was almost 3 AM that we decided to go home straightaway. she was even a little bit open to ally while we're waiting for the bus to come. but what she said to ally and ally's response was actually true. if only things were as simple as that. i continued this topic on the journey home with ally, asking him some questions that was quite personal actually and its quite sweet of him to be that open in answering it. he did say something that made me *as usual* think thoroughly as well. its true what he said about having 2 types of chemistry, and i think most people *including me* tend to confuse between the two.
spend the rest of the journey home thinking about all the things that happened - conversation i had with sal and with ally. i have to admit that sometimes i feel lucky never been in sal, ally, or even cin's shoes but sometimes i feel like i'm missing something as well.
gosh, i really wanna write what's in my heart and mind here but i couldn't find the words!!