keep on blurting ....

called mum yesterday telling her about my intention of going home and also about the rafting session i'm going to. her response was 'until when do you want to lead this way of life'. i couldn't said anything. i felt like i have let them down here but i couldn't help it if my life is like this. well truth is i was hoping it could change in the beginning of this year, but now i'm back to square one.

on a lighter note, went to pump launch last night and it was fun. with beach being the theme, 2 biki babes and 3 hunks, errr... make it 1, conducted the new launch. it was fun and when some intructors did the training, the rest would dance around. soo funny, but seeing my fave instructor dancing? ewww

met few of my friends that i haven't see for ages there. i dunno, seems that everyone is busy with their own activity. i told them about how i spend most of my time at the office now, with the late conf. calls and discussion. also update them with few new outdoor activities that i've been doing. well, i was supposed to do the wakeboarding with one of them but then she was busy that i had to postpone it until i found a new group of wakeboarder that welcomes new comers.

life is pretty hectic for me until october comes, but i hope i can balance it with exercising regularly again.