ready?

so i've been great so far, managed to put everything back on track. 2 weeks of abstinence should be working fine. but i believe i will be tested tomorrow, earlier than expected. been trying to avoid it with excuses but seems that i couldn't run tomorrow. been trying to delegate it to someone else so that i have no reason to be out but then i guess it's so bad of me to keep saying no, especially knowing how things are as stated in the email "my 2 best gals will be out of town, what to do".
i'm sure i am more than fine, been feeling that since last tuesday actually. i guess the monday talk i had with jen and the email with cin turned out to have a great effect.