when its not meant to be..

last tuesday me and hp went to try something new. though we're so called competing against each other here we ended up helping each other with everything literally. we even made sure that whatever we entered was not different so that the end result will be based on when we were faced with the challenge individually. few days past without any news until last friday when i received a call asking me to come down as i was shortlisted for the challenge. i didn't tell hp on this as apart from i was too darn stress with work i wasn't sure if they wouldn't call her. i backed out as i need to fly home that evening and was hoping for a 2nd chance. monday, again i received a text message asking if i were still interested in trying out as they didn't hear anything from me. i told that person i was out of town and i was told another person was also shortlisted for this challenge. i was also told to prepare myself as i might be asked to take the challenge today. so to be fair to hp i told her about this and she was fine. in fact, she started to find something else that is new and i help her on trying. but i didn't receive any more information on this challenge. was a bit disappointed and a bit sad why was i only called on the day i wasn't available. well i am going to wash away my disappointment and together with hp will find new stuff to try.