Friday, June 01, 2007

JUNE .. JUNI .. JUIN .. JUNIO

its june. the 6th month of the year. time does really fly. so how have 2007 been for me? not that great. not that bad. i'm a simple person wishing nothing more but simple stuff and i can only thank God for all the gift i've been showered with. life.health.family.friends. career? well ... to be honest, i do want to make some changes career wise but i am still grateful that i still have one.
anything else i want to change? of course. not one. not two. but a few. yes i know it sounds greedy but hey, a person can always dream right. of course in order to realise the dream some action must be taken. and of course *again* a small step towards achieving that dream is better than staying still, hoping that every step made doesn't solely benefit us, but others as well. just like the water in the river, it flows from one bank to another and along the way it helps plants to grow, human to clear the stains off their clothes, and animals to satisfy their thirst. yeah, i choose to be like a flowing river instead of a mountain that stand still looking at the same view every day. strong but pretty boring, huh.
at the moment i am okay with where i am standing. contented but not satisfied. happy but not thrilled. mixed feelings. i always look down to remind myself of all the blessings God showers me with but i will look up every now and then to motivate myself, telling myself i can achieve more and i can do better. of course everything is done within my limit. yes you can dream high but when you fall its much more painful. but then again, regardless of how painful it is, you can't simply ignore the fact that you got a chance to see more things and the view is much better up there.
duh, actually i'm not sure what i'm writing now. i guess that's the beauty of blogging - letting what's on your mind being transferred to the movement of your fingers on the keyboard. and i promise myself not to do any changes after i publish it. though once in a while i still make some spelling amendments *grin.
anyway it seems like i'm going to experience something new soon. yes i'm pretty darn sure it will need me to make some changes, practicing my adaptation skill and probably my patience skill as well. let's just hope that in the long run my life will be more colourful. as i always said to my friends, live life to the fullest responsibly.

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