i skipped vb today because i was having a good time at a friend's house warming. well actually i left early but went up again after few minutes of contemplation by the side road. firstly if i do vb i would only stay for like an hour to go home and get ready for dinner. secondly my insurance agent was still not there when i left the place and i wanted to see her to pass this lucky draw thingo i received through mail. i stuffed myself with 4 rounds (yess 4!!) of nasi uduk, gado2 and some medan's crackers. we were like supporting each other that whenever one person wanted to eat the rest would eat as well. sigh sigh sigh. 4 days of cardio went just like that.
i was supposed to go home, shower, get change and go out for dinner pronto. instead i spent more than 15 minutes trying clothes. none fits me!! even the jeans i bought recently was slightly tight. yes i keep on saying this yet i don't seems to do anything to fix it seriously. i know i know, but for now i just want to remind myself again. the dinner is somewhere posh and yet i couldn't wear what i deemed appropriate. a moment i thought of not going because of this wardrobe issue but thankfully i managed to find something a little representable and go. geepers, this body seriously need to be tortured fast! the question is WHEN and HOW can i get my motivation back?
i did pretty okay this week, even patted myself on the back when i detoured from mrt station to gym on thursday. but it isn't enough. not for me who's been exercising vigorously before. i really need more!!!!
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