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had a business lunch with that blue-green eyed bloke today. since he was the one suggesting coming to my area and go for lunch i let him made the choice when he asked where to have it. i actually picked cedele but he said it's too pack and suggested somewhere along the waterfront. huh? apparently he's referring to boat quay. he asked where i said anything, as usual. he picked two and i had to choose which one. italian or thai? italian. outdoor or indoor? outdoor.

lunch was good, no awkwardness whatsoever. well of course there were moments of silence where one was caught looking at the other party, but that's normal right. though it was supposed to be a business lunch we talked more on sports, his baby, his girlfriend and other stuff, only 25% of the conversation involved business. he's french so i had to be very attentive when he talked so as to understand his words. of course i was also enjoying his eyes - which somehow became green-golden. i just hope i didn't look very mesmerised everytime i looked into his eyes when we're talking. hey, God's creation here... must be adored :). i was pretty blunt when i told him that i find parisian snobbish that he almost choked on his pizza. its true eh though he said its not snobbish, they're just a little bit proud. duh!! what's the difference. we talked about my belief too. its definitely a nice lunch and i am really hoping for something positive here.

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boss called me in talking about some course in mid january. i took this opportunity to talked about the growing database and gave some suggestion which was accepted very well. at the same time i felt a pang of guilt. what if one day i leave the company. i know she will be very upset and am i willing to hurt her after working 8 years with her. there were ups and downs for sure but i kinda regard and love her like i do my mum. all the things i do, trying very hard to do the best in all the things i was asked to do simply because i want her to be proud of me, to see her smile. it's very hard for me if i think of all that. not that i'll be leaving or whatsoever - but what if?

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Men judge women according to whether they can picture having sex with them;

women judge men by whether they can imagine kissing them.

White teeth, fresh breath, great shoes, cell phone turned off, and unchapped lips make her more apt to lock lips with you that night.

got this from the net earlier. hmm not sure about the 1st statement but i kinda agree with the 2nd one. i shared this with few girls and they agreed as well.

i think about the lunch i had earlier - yupe, i totally agree with it :)

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called home earlier. mum is the one going on a tour but i was the one who's busy. vaccination. insurance. bla bla bla. the 3rd time i called my nephew picked it up and of course i had problem ending the conversation. he asked if i know that viento, one of our cat, has been missing for a week. my heart skipped a beat. oh no! please God, don't let anything bad happen to him. please let him find his way home. i know i can't hope for the best now but still a body is better than nothing. no, nothing but him returning home is the best result. please please come back safely viento....