SIGH

i know its just not meant to be. things happened for a reason. there's always light at the end of the tunnel. i even weighed the pros and cons and honestly i was slightly inclined towards the cons. but still i can't say i wasn't disappointed. a little bit, but still am. it's just a shame to have missed such an opportunity. oh well, bottom line is that its just not meant to be. God knows what's best for me and i believe missing this is the best option

i'll just look at all the stuff i'd be missing had it been the other way around. it's better to spend my energy focusing on things i want to achieve this year. for now, let me have a go with the mars bars, time out, light coke i bought earlier. i'm sure i'll be a lot happier when i meet my friends later.

on a totally different note, registration for the amazing race asia 3 is open!! i am so very keen to try out but cin couldn't take longer leave after back from her 2 mths leave. i want to try but i couldn't find anyone who's willing to try. sigh