So a friend of mine recently got a job in one of the awesome technology company in the world - free meals, nice view and I can imagine the package he's bringing home.
Somehow I felt challenge and wanted something more than what I have now. Ambitious? or is it just plain jealous when I'm all about being contented?
My focus now is saving for the future - get a house, save for retirement and of course the never ending quest of finding myself the other half.
Now that I think about it, is this because I have no job satisfaction in my current place? I know I have to give myself time to fit in and I know that once the project starts I will be freaking busy and maybe then I will feel more challenged.
I can't be someone who just sit and earn the bucks, I need to feel a sense of accomplishment in what I do. I need to be challenged.
I noticed one thing in this place - no one really give the whole picture of anything, and so you're doing it in pieces and getting the ideas as you go by. That is why I am hoping the project starts soon so that I can feel the sense of accomplishment and get back to my pure state of contentment!
But ambitious wise ...
I aim to stay here for a couple of years, get all the knowledge and once ready, move to other division or even to another place - I want to feel alive, and the only way for me to feel alive is to feel challenged!
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