had a very awkward conversation with mum earlier, getting something out of my chest as advised by the 'wise man'. mum's question made me speechless for a few seconds. i don't know how to answer it. but of course, mothers will never disappoint their kids. anyways, it feels like something heavy has been lifted from me.
honestly? i hope the 'wise man' is right and i hope this is the end of the current episodes and i am oh so looking ahead to some new episodes - a better one that is.
but then again, a short text messages from a friend made me revealed something to her - 'and what made me look depressed few weeks ago. it feels like my only hope had evaporated'
part of me just wants to give up but the other part says 'hang in there'.
God, i leave it to YOU to decide 'cos everything is out of my control now ...
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