Ambitious or not Contented?

So a friend of mine recently got a job in one of the awesome technology company in the world - free meals, nice view and I can imagine the package he's bringing home.
Somehow I felt challenge and wanted something more than what I have now. Ambitious? or is it just plain jealous when I'm all about being contented?
My focus now is saving for the future - get a house, save for retirement and of course the never ending quest of finding myself the other half.
Now that I think about it, is this because I have no job satisfaction in my current place? I know I have to give myself time to fit in and I know that once the project starts I will be freaking busy and maybe then I will feel more challenged.
I can't be someone who just sit and earn the bucks, I need to feel a sense of accomplishment in what I do. I need to be challenged.
I noticed one thing in this place - no one really give the whole picture of anything, and so you're doing it in pieces and getting the ideas as you go by. That is why I am hoping the project starts soon so that I can feel the sense of accomplishment and get back to my pure state of contentment!
But ambitious wise ...
I aim to stay here for a couple of years, get all the knowledge and once ready, move to other division or even to another place - I want to feel alive, and the only way for me to feel alive is to feel challenged!

Adapting

Now I know what people meant with not having a sense of achievement in commercial. Maybe because I am doing a repetitive work, I miss the adrenalin rush of working on tight deadlines, the business trip and all.
Can I see myself staying in this place for long? I'm not sure to be honest; but I won't go back to the same old environment as well. Let's see .. let's see

February comes early

It's February

I've lost close to 3 kgs only to gain 0.5kg back during my trip home. That is okay, I know I can do it. I aim to lose more before the end of this month.
Went for Thyroid follow up and I am so far normal! yeah, although I was a little annoyed with the different doctors attending to me, I'm glad it's normal. All I need now is to live healthily while continue monitoring it.

Nothing much to update for now, so I'll end it here.
Man, I need some spices in my life!