Today the progression list came out - I tried hard to held back the tears as promised, no more tears for this freaking company.
Although it almost betrayed me I managed to held it back. I am feeling great about myself and hopefully I can stay this way until my last day in this place.
Thursday, September 03, 2015
Tuesday, September 01, 2015
ENOUGH
Today will be the last time I drop tears because of my company. Not a single drop after today, apart from tears of joy I guess.
I have been wondering lately if it's worth staying now that there are more engagement opportunities. But then tears started flowing down uncontrollably when I saw the list. My peers is my senior. My junior is my senior.
This is the 2nd time I was held back, how many more should I face in the future? Enough is enough.
Like now, here I am working on several proposals on my own. Leaving me to do work for the next rank and yet not wanting to move me up. This is the 2nd time I've got held back for the same reason another person is promoted.
And that disappointment on how focusing on one favourite job backfired when all the acknowledgement went to someone else and yet I got all the bad review for not spending enough time on other jobs. wtf to the max!
No more tears for this place. No more self-pity. Time to move on. no changing my mind.
Enough is enough!
I have been wondering lately if it's worth staying now that there are more engagement opportunities. But then tears started flowing down uncontrollably when I saw the list. My peers is my senior. My junior is my senior.
This is the 2nd time I was held back, how many more should I face in the future? Enough is enough.
Like now, here I am working on several proposals on my own. Leaving me to do work for the next rank and yet not wanting to move me up. This is the 2nd time I've got held back for the same reason another person is promoted.
And that disappointment on how focusing on one favourite job backfired when all the acknowledgement went to someone else and yet I got all the bad review for not spending enough time on other jobs. wtf to the max!
No more tears for this place. No more self-pity. Time to move on. no changing my mind.
Enough is enough!
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