Alone

have you ever feel like you want to hug someone real tight? that you have this oh so much love inside you that needs to be released?
I am feeling that now ..

Linger

it started with a photo taking
then the idea just keeps playing in my mind ..

2 weeks gone by, and i heard nothing still ...

i guess it's either a 'no' for the other end, or it is just my imagination that the photo was meant for that purpose.

dear God, if it's meant to be let me linger with the idea
but if it's not .. which i know is the case here .. please let me forget the idea.

you know i'm such a fool :'(

 

Jealousy

Oh .. this thing called Jealousy

i am not impressed that one person came back, giving me the back seat again. no more conversation ever started with me now that she's back.
i am unhappy too that now she's back, i have less opportunity to interact with someone i kinda have crazy thought with. oh, Jealous.
i am also jealous with the fact that i can't be as close as i am with that person simply because of that one person and the other one.
oh boy .. this thing called Jealousy ...