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ok, i'm crazy

every now and then i take a peek. not that i want anything, i'm just curious. ok not true. i secretly hope a window will appear.

but now i asked myself: do i really want it? yes there is that part of me who wish for it, after all i'm a human being. but knowing how i'd be, do i really want to head down that road again? NO!

so, i guess it's better to not care. i HAVE to not care. don't want. don't care.

Belated

i remember the date. but when the day came, i totally forget about it. i sent a wish last year. but this year, even if i didn't forget, i wouldn't.
i can safely say that you have been erased from my mind. not totally 'cos sometimes the story surfaced and the curiosity took over. but there is nothing more than that.
i'm happy and for that .. happy belated birthday to you!