Lesson Learned ...

i got it. i fell for the idea, for the fact that after almost 11 yrs of living here, there's finally some excitement. and then my ego got bruised. and i thought it was something else, when the fact is that i couldn't accept that it's me .. ME! who's pride got tarnished.
oh well, God has His own way in teaching us human; this is His way of remindin me to treat others with respect - tell them instead of let them hang. brushing things off easily ain't right now that you know how it feels to be the victim ...

i am a diamond, not a pig ; therefore, i ought to behave like one ...

Not Hard Enough

i seriously thought God has answered my (and mom's) prayer. what do you know ...

Gone To Soon

my hope for having it longer doesn't come true. i am totally disappointed. heart broken, maybe. it feels like i'm facing the male me.
oh well, life goes on ...

fade away

looks like i can't hope too much. guess i have high expectation too fast. oh well, c'est la vie ...

smile

how can i not have a smile on my face when what i read always makes me smile. it will be good if i can keep smiling for a long more .. and maybe more after that ...