Saturday, December 26, 2009

When the Insomnia Strikes

i can't sleep!! then i realised i haven't done any blogging for so long. so let's make another entry in 2009, shall we?
hmmm, what should i write? what should i do? ottokajo? hah! let's start with that one ...
ottokajo - that's korean for what should i do though i'm not sure if it's really written that way. korean? why suddenly korean? why not? ;)
naah, it all started with a friend who again and again updated her facebook status with quotes from one particular korean drama. she then "forcefully" encouraged me to watch it. of course i said no. but then you know, curiousity kills the cat. here, my 'detective' instinct took the best of me and i ended up watching it. the minute i saw the lead actor i was like WHAT? that ugly?!? but i continued watching it, telling myself that i'd stop when i reach a certain scene. and that scene appears 10mins before the drama ends! oh well, done with it i still couldn't see what's the fuss about. i spoke too soon, of course.
the following day, i couldn't stop one of the song from playing in my mind. not only that, the story started repeating itself too! somehow i have the urge to watch it again, but this time with no prejudice and all. i started googling as well and was surprised to see that the lead actor ain't that ugly. anyway to cut the story short, sukkie oppa is my 1st korean crush. hahahaha, this coming out from a female in her 30s .. so lame! but .. but .. you can't blame me, i'm a sucker for romance. and that's one of the reason i always avoid watching this kinda drama. i love day dreaming, my mind can wander everywhere AND i can create a story based on my own fantasy. can't blame me .. i'm a pisces - a known romantic fool ;)
okay, enough korea *why is korea not in the 1000 places to visit before you die, btw?*, move on ...
life - huh! nothings change.
i got a new job. bit too early to say i love it but i LIKE it! i like the fact that i head down to office everyday without knowing what i'll be doing. i like the fact that i'm doing investigation, at times invading people's privacy legally and i got paid for that! the people are fun to be with too though most of them are younger than me; i might've wasted my time too long in the back office but hey, better late than never! still, i have a mission to accomplish. i have to change their perception that i only want to do data analysis. i guess somehow somewhere during the interview i mentioned something that made them think that way. i've already voiced it out once and i'm sure i'll voice out again and again in the future. still in the learning process now; and still am confuse with how things work at times. i've learned few cool stuff but i got to stop all that for the time being as i'm being pulled to help the core team 'invading' people's privacy. at times i feel like i know those people more than they know themselves hahah. makes you think twice before doing anything with your office machine, i tell you!
life - part deux
nothing's change. so far i'm pretty happy with how my life is this year. of course there's tons of improvement to make, but overall .. contented! i did travelling almost every month. okay, correction - travelling every month. hopefully i can continue doing so next year without creating a hole in my pocket. but with this new role, i know i can't do any impromptu travelling. and i have to save a lot if i really wanna do that trip of a life time. what? where? when? that's for me to know for now. just don't wanna jinx it. gotta start saving diligently, that's for sure!
now what else? what else? ah yes, i am overweight! way way WAY overweight. i have to be discipline again, man. i am aiming to take part in few new challenges next year but for that i need to be fit. can someone motivate me? how did i do it before still amaze me. but never try never know. so yeah, gotta put that on top of my list now!
okay, the entry is getting boring now. better stop writing and try to catch some sleep. heading to the bird park with the little rascals (yes, niece and nephew are in town!) tomorrow ...
nite nite *morning morning*